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jelly spring


Current mood: calm


the sun is shining

tendering soft skins of young dog walkers

massaging wrinkles of aging lovers

walking across the bridge

lifting myself on the top of my toes with short nails

painted blue inside wool socks

watching water breaking ice

invisibly

the striking force of softness

shattering pieces by pieces that strong icy glass

wandering what's hiding under melting ice

maybe dead green crococile defrosting

maybe jelly balls falling out from tiny grey toad's belly

broken open into tadpoles into the world of tiny grey toads

maybe tiny fishes bleeding their silver tails inside big ones' estomagos

or swept into fisherman's net at the end of their journey

where Ontanabee river run into some blue sea

reincarnated into sushi

maybe a world's sleeping

maybe a world's cracking under the ice so cristalline

I am

in my time on my toes

one foot gave in to the law of gravity

one foot rabelled to flow with serenity

busy watching the beauty

busy wandering the unknown

too busy to hear the cracking, the withering, the blooming, the tide raising, the river flowing inside

me.

March 22, 2007 | 11:55 PM Comments  2 comments

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i ate a delicious red apple today

delicious red apple of that suckass cafe
Current mood: calm


I don't like the word "hurt" cuz it is so abstract yet so simplified. I can't neither touch nor comprehend sometimes what that word means.It can't neither touch nor express all that messy surreal orginal labrynth of human feelings either. I ate a delicious red apple today. Sweet and crispy to the point of perfection in my simple standard. Everything's turning. I watched water breaking ice. Sky was grey. I punched a hole and threw a piece of circle from my lifescape. It hurt. Metaphorically so, but just like that insane movie eternal sunshine in the spotless mind, i will be missing this piece and it will chase my memory on and off. Season always changes. So do lovers and friends. So do I. Sad and beautiful simultaneously, my life isn't the red apple. But i guess that's ok.

Delicious like red apple we were. I bite into the sweetness. Ate slowly. No matter how you tried to keep munching, i wanted to finish eating the damn apple. It's not that apple isn't perfect. It is just I' m not red apple, not even close to perfection. I keep escaping to... where... I don't even know. But I do it anyway.

Apple's gone, only seed left. I threw the seed. You tasted bitterness. Some sweetness still lingered on my tongue.But soon would be gone. Seed would grow into something beautiful even without me seeing it.

I am writing an exciting essay with wonderful company of mocha and bagels on a not so exciting reality of women and war.

Poetry is good though. Like this one..

The Invitation by Oriah Mountain Dreamer

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.

It doesn't interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon...
I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened by life's betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us
to be careful
to be realistic
to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon ,"Yes."

It doesn't interest me
to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.

It doesn't interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will standin the centre of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.

It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like the company you keep
in the empty moments.



March 19, 2007 | 10:59 PM Comments  0 comments

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is mail.takingitglobal.org still working?


August 29, 2006 | 9:54 AM Comments  1 comments

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I will end my internet connection in few hours so thought id post an update. Anh gau bong yeu im comin yaay!poof

Life and Debt
This is an AMAZING one...very deep,touching, well written and narrated, and amazing cinematography...if you are into development isse you can not miss this



others i recently watch.. these ones are tense.u cant help feeling ouraged and sad how history of racism,oppression and violence keep repeating itself in every level. At the same time a very hopeful song of praise for humanity.

Hotel Rwanda


Shake hands with the devil
this one is an inspirationg and outraging story of a man , a hero who keeps the victory of humanity alive when everything is destroyed and killed, when everything seems to fail.



The Take
by Avi Lewis and Naomi Klein is rather dissapointing to me even though the story of the workers i believe is very powerful and inspirtional. The film has some "over scripted" scenes which takes away its credit, and the tone of the narrator is very typical Klein, too much bashing by the writer (Klein) rather than letting the workers speak out enough for themselves. It does not illustrate enough the process of struggle of the workers either, and waste too much time on many protest scenes just as Klein spent over lengthy and repetitive part on culture jam and reclaim the street in No Logo. However the movie is quite inspiring and makes me want to learn more about the victory of these workers.






June 23, 2005 | 10:40 PM Comments  2 comments

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viển vông đêm lạnh

Hôm nay trời lạnh quá... mình thấy người mệt mỏi mà không sao ngủ được. Hạnh phúc thật nhỏ nhoi như một chiếc hạt dẻ. Vỏ hat dẻ cứng cáp giúp hạt bé nhỏ nhoi vượt qua mọi bão giông. Hạnh phúc như nhân hạt dẻ rất bùi, mềm và ngọt. Nhưng để thưởng thức được hương vị ấy hạt dẻ cần được nướng vừa để không bị cháy, bị đắng. Thật là khó :(..

June 19, 2005 | 4:23 AM Comments  0 comments

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Fury at Mbeki failure to rein in Mugabe

wonder what people's thought on this

TREVOR GRUNDY


THABO Mbeki is known as the West's "point man" in Africa - the one head of state on the impoverished continent whom George Bush and Tony Blair can really trust.

But ahead of the G8 summit at Gleneagles, the 62-year-old South African President is facing growing pressure to immediately distance himself from Robert Mugabe and his regime in Zimbabwe or stay well away from Scotland next month.

"Make poverty history is the slogan," says David Coltart, the Scottish-born shadow minister of justice in Zimbabwe. "To do that, we must first make Mugabe history."

The dictator is currently carrying out the mass destruction of urban shanties and homes throughout Zimbabwe - a mass punishment on those who voted for the opposition Movement for Democratic Change (MDC) in the General Election last March.

Speaking from his home in Bulawayo, Coltart, whose grandfather James Robert Coltart was the Deputy Lord Provost of Edinburgh before the Second World War, said: "These are terrible times, especially for poor people. Nothing like this was done by the white regime when this country was called Rhodesia before 1980.

"Some of the scenes I have seen in the last few weeks are truly shocking and what is so awful is that the world does not seem to appreciate what's going on here, or care. The world is looking the other way and Thabo Mbeki is a disgrace to Africa because he is pretending to do something to change Zimbabwe with his now futile and dangerous policy of quiet diplomacy.

"Mugabe is taunting and defying the world by ordering the destruction of thousands of homes which have made over one million simply starving ordinary people homeless.

"Mugabe is encouraged by Mbeki and, so far, President Bush and Prime Minister Blair have remained mute on the eve of the Gleneagles summit."

The leader of Zimbabwe's small but extremely active Jesuit Community in Zimbabwe, Father Oskar Wermter, said: "This is definitely cruder and more brutish than anything the white minority did to Africans in Rhodesia."

University of Zimbabwe lecturer Eldred Masunungwe added: "Anarchy is breaking out all over Zimbabwe. Soon there will be an uncontrollable explosion of public anger against Mugabe and when he goes, I fear we will see the rapid rise of another dangerous demagogue. When we reach that point, all hell will break out in southern Africa."

A million black urbanites - many of them women with babies on their backs but no food or shelter in sight - are facing a Zimbabwean winter and the third year of drought.

After visiting devastated townships around Harare, Bulawayo, Mutare and Gweru, British Labour MP Kate Hoey last week wrote: "Tony Blair should be insisting that the South African President condemns the excesses of Mugabe's regime. If he won't, the invitation to Gleneagles Summit should be withdrawn."

Ordinary black Zimbabweans who make a living by trading in shanty town markets were last week shown on television knocking down their own concrete homes - watched by armed police and riot squads.

"This is a tsunami style disaster," one told Ms Hoey, one of the few British MPs to have visited Zimbabwe.

Zimbabwe, which was food rich on gaining independence a quarter of a century ago, is now on the brink of nationwide starvation. Inflation runs at 400% and fuel queues snake around the capital seven days a week.

But sources in Dar es Salaam, Tanzania, said that at the Gleneagles summit, Mbeki and the outgoing Tanzanian leader, President Ben Mkapa, plan to tell G8 leaders that the time has come to bring Mugabe "in from the cold".

Both say he won a "free and fair" election in March and that the West must talk to the Zimbabwean dictator if it wants to see the end of poverty in Africa.

William Gumede, the prize- winning South African journalist who has just written a book about Mbeki, said: "The truth is, President Mbeki is frightened of Mugabe.

"They once clashed over how to deal with the situation in the Democratic Republic of the Congo. Now Mbeki backs off when Mugabe is around.

"At public meetings, Mugabe attacks Mbeki and tells fellow Africans that he is in danger of becoming a stooge of the West and that he was never a real freedom fighter, just a man appointed to power by Anglo American and white businessmen to do their bidding."

Gumede said that Mbeki - despite his bravado in front of TV cameras when he is with Bush and Blair - is a recluse.

"He sits silently, on his own, in a tweed jacket, smoking a pipe. Africans laugh at his English accent and the way he keeps himself to himself - not at all like his predecessor Nelson Mandela. He dares not say a word against Robert Mugabe, who treats him like a junior member of the African Club."

Yet last week Mbeki shocked many by sacking his deputy, 63-year-old Jacob Zuma, who had been caught up in a corruption scandal.

Observers in Pretoria said it was the most momentous political development since the end of apartheid in South Africa.

"It was a defining moment for South African democracy," said a senior trade unionist, who asked not to be named.

"If Mbeki can sack his own deputy who is so popular with the ruling African National Congress [ANC], surely he can distance himself from Robert Mugabe, who the world detests. What on earth is stopping him from doing that? We all are asking if Mugabe has some strange hold or power over Mbeki."

Church leaders say there is method in Mugabe's apparent madness.

One senior Roman Catholic in Bulawayo said: "Mugabe knows his government can no longer feed 11.8 million people.

"He wants to halve the population by throwing out so-called foreigners - all whites, Malawians, Angolans and Mozambicans who live there - many of them in the shanty towns.

"He also wants to drive urbanites into the countryside - Pol Pot style - where they can be brutally taught to support Mugabe and the ruling party, Zanu (PF). We are horrified that Thabo Mbeki has not yet uttered a word of condemnation after helping to dismantle apartheid."

Last month, the Zimbabwean who is now in charge of all land "reform" programmes, 76-year-old Didymus Mutasa, shocked even members of Zanu PF when he said: "We would be better off with only six million people in Zimbabwe. They would be people who support the liberation struggle. We don't want all these extra people."

A group of Catholic bishops said: "A great crime has been committed against poor and helpless people. We warn the perpetrators. History will hold you accountable."

"History will," said David Coltart, "but not yet the man who most counts in Africa, President Thabo Mbeki.

"Thabo Mbeki was to be central in not only an African renaissance but as the man who would usher in a new age of prosperity through his Western supported policy called NEPAD (New Economic Plan for Africa). But he has lost all credibility."



This article:

http://news.scotsman.com/international.cfm?id=674702005

Zimbabwe:

http://news.scotsman.com/topics.cfm?tid=155

Websites:

CIA World Factbook - Zimbabwe
http://www.odci.gov/cia/publications/factbook/geos/zi.html

MDC (Movement for Democratic Change)
http://www.mdczimbabwe.com/

New Zimbabwe
http://www.newzimbabwe.com/index.html

The Zimbabwean
http://www.thezimbabwean.co.uk/

ZANU PF
http://www.zanupfpub.co.zw/

Zimbabwe Government online
http://www.gta.gov.zw/


June 18, 2005 | 9:20 PM Comments  2 comments

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WTO commitments mean pricier street beer in Vietnam
grrrrr ****WTO... keep finger crossed that we do not have to go hungry because not able to buy imported rice oneday.



Vietnam is set to increase taxation on draft beer (bia hoi) sold in the street to meet its commitments to the World Trade Organization, reported a senior leader from the Taxation Department June 17.
Mr. Quach Duc Phap, chief of the Taxation Policy Department under the Ministry of Finance, confirmed Vietnam will increase a special consumption tax on Vietnam’s popular draft beer in the coming months.

The move is to meet the requirements of member countries during negotiations on Vietnam’s WTO entry, where it was suggested that Vietnam levy a tax on draft beer to match that on canned, bottled, and fresh beer.

The leader noted the rate of taxation on draft beer has yet to be decided.

Earlier in 2004, the special consumption tax on draft beer was reduced from 50 percent down to 30 percent

June 18, 2005 | 7:51 PM Comments  2 comments

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some pictures and my love for photography

I do not know since when i have such a love for photography. I love to write so much but sometimes it feels so pleasant to take pictures of raw fresh instant moments that the pen could not be fast enough to capture...i feel like photography is also a very multidimensional and communicative way to talking to people...it does not try to impose on people what one think in her mind or how she feels like the way writing may appear to do. Photos allow people to have their own thoughts, feelings, reactions ...and yet it is still an individual message as powerful as any other media means. hehe anyway i think i am just rambling... i want to get new camera and study professional photography in the near or far future :D ...
anyhow here are some photographs my friend Michael and I were taking in our trip last year. Enjoy!
Vietnamese Village
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Sunrise in Hue City

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i think vietnamese has one of the most beautiful beaches in the world ;)

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and i love the sky ..it seems to be more far stretching and free than here..apparently we do not have many skyscrapers :D

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May 23, 2005 | 6:55 PM Comments  0 comments

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my struggle :-/

wow life is never easy..why!!!!

i was desperately looking for job..and now that i got the job that i wanted, i may not be able to arrange my time conflict to accept it. Im in dilemma situation again...my head's too spinning with making choices all the time... personal goals, family, responsibilities etc etc are all important, none is more or less ... but $$ is limited...so its all about choices... and because none is more or less important it is just super hard to make choices sometimes feeling like guilty because i may be a selfish person to at least someone among my beloved ones whichever choice i make... moreover,limited choices make it does not seem like i have so many choices at all... i am also dying for a better camera so i give my passion for photography a good treat.But i will forget that for now :-S.it is nothing urgent..priority! :-)

oi..

but good thing is i am so in love, and we are strong and loving so it gives me some motivation and energy.

i hope i will figure out something in the end of the day.
:(

May 18, 2005 | 5:09 PM Comments  6 comments

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" AH!VANITAS VANITATUM!WHICH OF US IS HAPPY IN THIS WORLD?WHICH OF US HAS HIS DESIRE?OR,HAVING IT,IS SATISFIED? -Come,children,let us shut up the box and the puppets for our play is played out"
-The End-

It is the end of our story...and yes i maybe a dense stubborn person whose priorities are out of whack and feeding him shit that makes his tummy grumble... if i am that horrible then i was right to make my choice to go with hell.Understanding? respect? solitude? circle?what the hell do they mean when my image was those stinky shit? and we will be together again? how hilarious!Dont you remember you said i am stubborn?

im hurt you know?

i havent slept for two nights and im exhausted physically and spiritually. My housemates talked after my back about him and i immediated fired back to protect him, whereas the people i thought my beloved talk after my back and i am exhausted wait for someone to stand up to argue for me...and i do not plan to argue for myself, sometimes it is ironic to feel you can fight for other people but not for yourself. I don't know if i am such a horrible person or that is something wrong with them? And it is sad to recognize the feeling of "I" and "they" is being reminded to me.Cultural barriers?NO, it only has the fucking excuse role in this matter... it is about personal attitudes and values, how one lives a life.I plan to write a letter but i dont feel like she will understand it, and why should i bother, her hijo wont have to build his world around me..she will be thankful for my departure as she wished...and there you be in your silence and positionless to avoid arguments...little things indeed, why bother?...why would call me hija and novia when you fucking treat me like a guest...why the fuck you ask me to be ur fiance when you want to avoid shit that bother you and us... its lame. I am sensitive and it hurts deep.I am passionate so double standard makes me fire. I cant express my fire because i possess vertigo.i m human being with limitedness. Yet, i am strong enough to let go when i feel the unbearable heaviness of being.

I remember when i was at the Youth Jam,on the reflection day Coumba was telling me that i am strong and also vulnerable to the cruelty that i will meet in the world. It is not to dramatize, it is an reflection to think of over and over in the journey.

I told my friend maybe i was too stubborn and stupid.. and i should be forgiving and thinking about all the positive changes and trust i have in him,and all the hard effort he has put on for us, that i should give him time give us time and it hurts my tummy to hear him crying ... but now i feel like why the fuck should i bother...

life is very simple. If you can not tell what you want and need, you will forever let people control and bother you with that they want and assume you ought to need. If you don't bother to protect your love and happiness, you eventually loose everything.There is no paradox. There is only simple logic of life.

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"Say you have seen something. You have seen an ordinary bit of what is real, the infinite fabric of time that eternity shoots through, and time's soft-skinned people working and dying under slowly shifting stars. Then what?"

unfortunate to be lost in a life fair.

May 2, 2005 | 7:59 AM Comments  0 comments

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